Promises

21 September 2008, Sunday 12.05am

A enters into a contract with B that they will go travel around the world after they earn enough money.This contract has no time limitation and shall be set aside only because of the death of either party.



25 September 2008, Thursday 8.43pm

A promised that A still want B no matter what B becomes, this contract is valid forever.



I still remembered i made these promises to somebody....The second one is definitely joking...
The first one is a real one...But i don't know whether i have the chance to fulfill it or not...
haha...
Seems like i like to simply promise people things but don't know whether i can fulfill it or not...
Somehow, i will try my best to fulfill the very first promise....
In the meantime, the promisee, you wait patiently ya....

If you were given another Yesterday

If you were given another yesterday, what will you do?
Will you regret for something that you have done yesterday??
So you won't do the same thing again if you were given another yesterday...
What will you do if you were given another yesterday??

If i were given another yesterday, i will do the same thing again...
When we made a choice, we better don't bising about the things we have done...
Just accept it as you are the one who decided to do it...

So never bising about the decision you made yesterday, the day before yesterday and the dad before the day yesterday ok??

Old Man

Yesterday when i went to Jusco, I went to the toilet....

When i came out, an Indian aunty called me..
She said, "can u please help me to find a baju biru punya old man inside?He always forgot things"

So i went back to the toilet again, I m searching for an old man with baju biru....
Ya..I found him at the first sight...He was busy chatting with the cleaner....
I called him...Told him,"uncle, ur daughter is waiting outside..."
He answered, "Who??My daughter??"
Then i brought him outside....Before he left, he nodded his head to the cleaner.....
After i brought him out, his daughter asked him, "u forget already?"
He answered, "no no no...i din forget..."

In my point of view, i thought that he has forgotten his daughter is waiting him outside...
After saying thank you, the aunty brought his dad went away...

At that moment, i m thinking, "will i someday also become like tat?"
That day i came across an article, an old man suddenly forgotten everything and can't even take care of himself...Make his family suffering..

I felt that they are very pity....and their family is equally suffering as well...
Hopefully one day there are medicine to cure this sickness...

I suddenly thought of a quotation from curious case of benjamin button, it is something like " 我 想 我 曾 经 经 历 一 生， 可 是 我 什 么 都 想 不 起 来 了。。“

Her

Today i went to Jusco to watch movie with my classmates...
Our show is on 5.20pm, the movie is "Dragonball Evolution"....
Because i booked ticket by telephone, so i need to go to take the ticket an hour earlier...
When i went to the counter...The first image i saw is her...

Long time din see her, the first feeling i had when i saw her is feeling so familiar but yet unfamiliar...She saw me, calling me to go her counter...But...
I din bring enough money..So i can have another opportunity to see her another time...
After withdrawing money, i went to the ticket counter again....

This time, she is busying serving other customer..
So i went to another counter...
Miraclely, the person at the counter is her friend whom i know too...
Chat with her friend for a while....
After taking the ticket, walking around in Jusco...

At the same time, i tried to recall back the things that i have done together with her...
We went tuition together, went to her school's function and after spm we went to study IELTS..
Got one time during IELTS, we went to the tuition place an hour before tuition...
This is not something plan...But her dad send her there earlier because he got things to do..
My mum send me earlier as she need to fetch my brother...
We sat at the "gong gong" there and chatted for an hour...
I remembered that i felt very happy that night...
Just hope that that hour will continue and continue until infinity...
But it didn't happened...

Then i suddenly think of the first present i send to her- and yet the first present i send to a girl, is a piano book...
So i straight away went to the music equipments shop....
I looked at the piano books for around 15 minutes, but doesn't understand what those "beansprout" means...
Finally i gave up...
Still remember, i asked her two years ago at Valentines' night, "If i confess to you, what is my chance of being accepted?"
She gave me a very clever answer, "50 50, you are different from other guys who say like me, they keep on miss calling me and asking me what i do, where am i(bla bla bla), in conclusion she said they are very fan"....
I didn't confess to her that night, as i know even she accepted me( the chance is less than 50, so better dun confess, if not mempersiasuikan saja), we will be ended up by breaking as we don't know where we will be studying....
It is hard to maintain a long distance relationship...
So better just keep how we are..

During the first few months after i went utar, we still contacted each other...
But slowly....
Distance really will make relationship hard to maintain, even that is just friendship, even though i m just 40 km away from where she study, where she lives....
Today only i remembered we are so closed before, smsing almost everyday and misscalling each other everyday...

But I din't feel sad, din't have the feel of liking you anymore, hope that you are happy everyday..
May God Bless You- just like what is written at the ruler...
I will keep your yellow color highlighter carefully even though it has run out of ink, then how about my orange color highlighter? Have you thrown it away after it run out of ink?

每個人的人生都要找到四個人

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？

My Answer: 我不知道，也许是第一个，或许是最后一个，我只知道，我希望是她生命中第一,第 二， 第三以及第四个人。

想 念

今 天 的 我，
很 想 念 你。
就 像 昨 天 的 我，
那 么 的 想 念 你。
我 不 会 更 加 的 想 念 你，
因 为 我 已 把 所 有 思 念，
全 都 用 来 想 念 你 了。

Write This When I Was Studying PBM....Really 无 聊