Saturday, March 21, 2009

Her

Today i went to Jusco to watch movie with my classmates...
Our show is on 5.20pm, the movie is "Dragonball Evolution"....
Because i booked ticket by telephone, so i need to go to take the ticket an hour earlier...
When i went to the counter...The first image i saw is her...

Long time din see her, the first feeling i had when i saw her is feeling so familiar but yet unfamiliar...She saw me, calling me to go her counter...But...
I din bring enough money..So i can have another opportunity to see her another time...
After withdrawing money, i went to the ticket counter again....

This time, she is busying serving other customer..
So i went to another counter...
Miraclely, the person at the counter is her friend whom i know too...
Chat with her friend for a while....
After taking the ticket, walking around in Jusco...

At the same time, i tried to recall back the things that i have done together with her...
We went tuition together, went to her school's function and after spm we went to study IELTS..
Got one time during IELTS, we went to the tuition place an hour before tuition...
This is not something plan...But her dad send her there earlier because he got things to do..
My mum send me earlier as she need to fetch my brother...
We sat at the "gong gong" there and chatted for an hour...
I remembered that i felt very happy that night...
Just hope that that hour will continue and continue until infinity...
But it didn't happened...

Then i suddenly think of the first present i send to her- and yet the first present i send to a girl, is a piano book...
So i straight away went to the music equipments shop....
I looked at the piano books for around 15 minutes, but doesn't understand what those "beansprout" means...
Finally i gave up...
Still remember, i asked her two years ago at Valentines' night, "If i confess to you, what is my chance of being accepted?"
She gave me a very clever answer, "50 50, you are different from other guys who say like me, they keep on miss calling me and asking me what i do, where am i(bla bla bla), in conclusion she said they are very fan"....
I didn't confess to her that night, as i know even she accepted me( the chance is less than 50, so better dun confess, if not mempersiasuikan saja), we will be ended up by breaking as we don't know where we will be studying....
It is hard to maintain a long distance relationship...
So better just keep how we are..

During the first few months after i went utar, we still contacted each other...
But slowly....
Distance really will make relationship hard to maintain, even that is just friendship, even though i m just 40 km away from where she study, where she lives....
Today only i remembered we are so closed before, smsing almost everyday and misscalling each other everyday...

But I din't feel sad, din't have the feel of liking you anymore, hope that you are happy everyday..
May God Bless You- just like what is written at the ruler...
I will keep your yellow color highlighter carefully even though it has run out of ink, then how about my orange color highlighter? Have you thrown it away after it run out of ink?

3 comments:

Small3gg said...

oh i c...that her is her...she is working at jusco dere??den u can go jusco everyday to watch movie de ah...dun sad ya...

Vincent Hong Cheng Lee said...

i understand how it feel... but for me.... i will rather take a try... coz i dun wan let myself regret after that... =) +u housemate... =)

keat soon said...

Then perhaps we are different, housemate....haha...