Monday, September 29, 2008

Dreams

I hate dreams...

Everytime i dream, i have to tell myself, don't believe it, it is not true...
Somebody tells me that people who don't dream will die faster, but then does that mean people who dreams will die later??

Dreams make me feel tire, and sometimes the dreams are so real that you can hardly differentiate whether it is dream or reality....

When i dream of something that i hope it will happen , i will feel disappointed when i wake up...
When i dream of something that is bad, it will frightened me up...

So i just hope that i have a dreamless sleep when i close me eyes...
At least, there is no need to tell yourself, "Ei, don't believe it, it is not true..."

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Appreciation

"The prince has married the princess and they live happily ever after....."
This is what the fairy tale will tell us....But in reality would it really happens??
Are they really live happily ever after?? Wouldn't they argue on something and finally divorce??
But argue is just a small matter....Argument can enhance relationship....
But how about sickness?? Small sickness such as flu or fever can still be cured..

But how about cancer??
Someone i know has suffered from cancer for 3 years....
3 years = 36 months = 1095.75 days
3 years suffering from cancer, how much of money, time, energy has been consumed in a family because of this sickness of one of the family members??
If the sickness can be cured if a lot of money, time, energy are spent, then it is well worth....
But how if it can't be cured after spending a lot of money, time, and energy??

She cut my hair since i was in primary 1....
I still remembered what she talked to me when i was small, she asked me I get what position in my class when i was 7...
I told her number 1...
She asked what your mother cooked to you to eat 1?? I replied kangkung..
She said she will cook more kangkung to her children...
I know that she was just joking, but now even if she want to cook kangkung to her children,
She seldom have the chance to do so...
Life is full of uncertainty and we don't know what will happen the next day...
So just try to live happily and enjoy your everyday...

Human being is weak...
Your life may seem very wonderful, have a successful career and a warm family...
However it will be adversed when you suffered from a sickness...
In a short period of time, you may lose your loves one and can't see them forever...

So, appreciate it when your loves one are still around....
Don't make yourself regret one day...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Finish Business Law

Finally finished business law examination already...
After finished this exam, suddenly feel very relaxed...
Although i kept on telling myself, the exam is not yet over, but it seem likes
finally 解 脱..

For the past few weeks, keep on studying business law..
But the problem is, study till like shit and even the day before exam,
still not very masak with it...


I felt so stressed and headache before sitting for the exam, so took a panadol.
No wonder so many people buy panadol, it really works..
It cooled down my mind, although i saw some questions that i was unfamiliar with, I still can think how to do it calmly...

Sitting for business law exam is really a very torturing things...
When the exam is started, u need to make sure your hand keep on writing while ur brain keep on thinking....
Although you have done this, the most miracle part is you will still find yourself having insufficient time....
Times goes by...Tik tok tik tok......
Handwriting from tidy become very untidy,finally become extremely untidy....

At 1630, i really felt very happy and relax because business law is finally over...
It have the feeling like the completion of Great Wall of China....haha...sot de....
Then went home chat with my housemate Allen...

I went yum cha twice and played for the whole night seemed like the exam is already over....
Okay, it is time to study QT........
Adios......to myself and everyone who sits for QT...