Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Sleepy

Today after finished few sets of annual return in office, I started to feel sleepy..
During lunch time, i feel more sleepy...
Although i drink coffee gao, but it seem like no effect at all..

I don't know what am i writing now,
just feel sleepy...

I am very sleepy, I am very sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy, sleepy...
I am very very sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..............

This shows how sleepy i m now....
The rain makes me even more sleepy..
Ok, I want to sleep now....

Monday, November 24, 2008

Happy Birthday To You Too, Allen

Today is Allen's Birthday too.

Who is Allen??
He is my dear housemate....
Without him, Vincent, Kelvin and I will die of starvation....
It is not because he gives us food to eat, he cooks for us, and we need to pay...
HAIZ...

This is out of topic already...
Allen, wish you happy birthday...
I still remember last year we sprayed you with champagne on ur birthday...
Haha..
Miss us leh?
Wait for another month u can c us again..

Happy Birthday Allen, wish you find a girlfriend soon..
Wakaka...

Happy Birthday, Xin Yan

Today is that Ben Dan's birthday...
So, so i want to sing her a song here (imagine that i m singing this song when you read the below lyric)

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,

Happy Birthday to Xin Yannnnnn,

Happy Birthday to YOUuu...


欣嫣,祝你 生日快乐,永远幸福。。。

Friday, November 21, 2008

Feeling Bored..

Everyday i also do the same thing..
Wake up early early...
Go brush teeth, eat breakfast, go to bath, choose cloth to wear, choose which watch to wear,
drink water, go to WORK....

In the workplace, I can only see two guys whereas the others are girls...
Erm, maybe some people will envy me but......
Haiz...See too much also sien lah...Furthermore everyday also same de people..

Boring leads to despair, despair will lead me to kill myself very soon if i continue need to face one of my colleague...I better call her "The One"
The One is a typical nosy and long winded girl...
Although she is 1 year older than me, you will guess that she is only 16 year old from her size....
Her favourite thing is mumbling to you the unsuccessful things in her life...
So, What the heck that she told me all this???? This is none of my business...
I m not so close to you only......

Last week, the boss add their salary...
Why i say their salary??
Because he didn't add my salary loh....
The One's salary was added RM30....Got two girls were added RM50....
The first thing she said, "So unfair"....In front of me and Kak Liza...
At that moment, i thought, "Hey aunty, what so unfair? You think you are so important meh?"
Cheese....
Then she went around and "eight" who increase how much, who didn't increase..
Actually I m the one who should say unfair, the work i have done is almost double of hers...
And i be a "kuli" as well...

Then the boss give explanations why some increase more and some increase less in his room...
I didn't go in to listen to what he said since it was none of my business...
Ya, none at all...
I already accepted that my salary is RM308.25 and even if it increase till RM338.25, it doesn't make any difference right?
Ya, right..

Today i feel want to use my waja to knock her down in high speed....
Kak Liza asked us to do documents regarding AGM, ok loh..
I finished mine yesterday....
And i already passed it up...
Hers I don't know this is call working or not..
She just do the AGM part, didn't do the resolution..
And there are lots of mistakes in the part she have done..
Kak Liza asked me to check for her...
Ok loh, check loh....I din't realise she didn't do the resolution...
Then suddenly i have some things to do...

So Kak Liza checked for her instead of me...
When Kak Liza told that bitch that she didn't do, she said,"Saya sudah lama tak ada buat..Tak ingat"
Why sudah lama tak buat, because i have buat for the time being mah...
Then somemore she seem like blame me that didn't tell her that she didn't do the resolution...
At that time, i feel want to kill her at that moment...

Sometimes i feel why my first job will meet this kind of people...
She seems like no brain, when a person is teaching her something, she will watch around and see got what to "eight"
I hate her the most when i was doing something, she suddenly call you and say," I love this song"
from the radio...
F**k, you love what song does it concerns me??I m not so masak with you only k??

Gossip bout other people things is her favourite, she likes to say, "I tell you har, but you don't tell other people.."She said in the office this girl rampas that girl boyfriend lah, then this girl had gone for abortion before lah...
I have never seen people who is so fake before, she is pretending that she is good to everybody but in the meanwhile, she will say bad things about that person..She likes to say that her english is very good, and this is one of the example she said before...
"Many people chased you because you have gravity...."
Wonder what does gravity means, it means daya tarikan, direct translate from BM, and she thought that she has used a right word..

Speechless...
I will only have another 1 month to stand her only....
Hopefully December she will go back to her department...
Then I do not need to listen to her voice or see her face that often...

Alelluya...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Untitled (i)

I listened to this song many many times since last week...
I like the lyrics very much...
Feel the meaning of the lyric is very true...


林峰 - 爱不疚



收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了 你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有


P/S : This song contains 11 放手..

Feel Want to Cry

When will you feel sad??
Will you feel sad when you hope to get something but you can't get it??
Or will you feel sad just because you are not happy??

I don't know, but i will feel sad when I was really sad...
Most of the time I will feel there is something that I really can't 放 开....
As times go by this kind of sadness will become hollow...
Then finally it will become despair...
That's me...

Normally I will show people the happy side of myself...
Show other people my sadness make me feel that I am weak...
Suddenly I miss the time that I could cry easily...
When small, I can cry just like that when I feel sad...
Feel want to cry out all my problems,
but how?
I feel want to cry, but tears just won't come out.....

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Fake

Some kind of people is very fake....
They can tell you, i hate this person...
But when you change your head, you can see him/her talking to the abovementioned happily..

Why they are so fake??
When you don't like someone, why should you pretend?

Why make yourself so fake??
What can you get from it??