Her

Today i went to Jusco to watch movie with my classmates...
Our show is on 5.20pm, the movie is "Dragonball Evolution"....
Because i booked ticket by telephone, so i need to go to take the ticket an hour earlier...
When i went to the counter...The first image i saw is her...

Long time din see her, the first feeling i had when i saw her is feeling so familiar but yet unfamiliar...She saw me, calling me to go her counter...But...
I din bring enough money..So i can have another opportunity to see her another time...
After withdrawing money, i went to the ticket counter again....

This time, she is busying serving other customer..
So i went to another counter...
Miraclely, the person at the counter is her friend whom i know too...
Chat with her friend for a while....
After taking the ticket, walking around in Jusco...

At the same time, i tried to recall back the things that i have done together with her...
We went tuition together, went to her school's function and after spm we went to study IELTS..
Got one time during IELTS, we went to the tuition place an hour before tuition...
This is not something plan...But her dad send her there earlier because he got things to do..
My mum send me earlier as she need to fetch my brother...
We sat at the "gong gong" there and chatted for an hour...
I remembered that i felt very happy that night...
Just hope that that hour will continue and continue until infinity...
But it didn't happened...

Then i suddenly think of the first present i send to her- and yet the first present i send to a girl, is a piano book...
So i straight away went to the music equipments shop....
I looked at the piano books for around 15 minutes, but doesn't understand what those "beansprout" means...
Finally i gave up...
Still remember, i asked her two years ago at Valentines' night, "If i confess to you, what is my chance of being accepted?"
She gave me a very clever answer, "50 50, you are different from other guys who say like me, they keep on miss calling me and asking me what i do, where am i(bla bla bla), in conclusion she said they are very fan"....
I didn't confess to her that night, as i know even she accepted me( the chance is less than 50, so better dun confess, if not mempersiasuikan saja), we will be ended up by breaking as we don't know where we will be studying....
It is hard to maintain a long distance relationship...
So better just keep how we are..

During the first few months after i went utar, we still contacted each other...
But slowly....
Distance really will make relationship hard to maintain, even that is just friendship, even though i m just 40 km away from where she study, where she lives....
Today only i remembered we are so closed before, smsing almost everyday and misscalling each other everyday...

But I din't feel sad, din't have the feel of liking you anymore, hope that you are happy everyday..
May God Bless You- just like what is written at the ruler...
I will keep your yellow color highlighter carefully even though it has run out of ink, then how about my orange color highlighter? Have you thrown it away after it run out of ink?

每個人的人生都要找到四個人

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.
首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？

My Answer: 我不知道，也许是第一个，或许是最后一个，我只知道，我希望是她生命中第一,第 二， 第三以及第四个人。

想 念

今 天 的 我，
很 想 念 你。
就 像 昨 天 的 我，
那 么 的 想 念 你。
我 不 会 更 加 的 想 念 你，
因 为 我 已 把 所 有 思 念，
全 都 用 来 想 念 你 了。

Write This When I Was Studying PBM....Really 无 聊

I m useless

Recently i feel that i am completely useless...
There are a lot of things that i need to do,
but i don't know how to manage my time properly to the things...
Lots of assignment to be done, Lots of midterm is around the corner...
But i don't know how i passed each day.....
Do things inefficient nowadays...
Yesterday yum cha with Wailoon, Zhiyong, Ryan at 21st till almost 3a.m.
But loads of works to be done...
Haiz....

Curse U, Thief

Today my car kena break in by don't know who....
I lost my Kampar's house key, pendrive, some coins and also my CDs...
Shit...What kind of thief is this, key also want....But didn't steal the radio...
Give me trouble only...

My dad said maybe i forgot to shut the car so it leads to this stealing incidents...
Ok, i will be very careful next time and won't allow this kinds of things to happen again..

On top of that, i curse you thief....
Curse you bumped by 20 wheels lorry....
Curse you no food to eat every time you feel hungry....
Curse you no water to drink every time you feel thirsty....
Curse you no bed to sleep every time you feel sleepy....
Curse you hard hard, thief....

I hate my University

Well...I hate my university ....
My university is a place where you need to queue no matter what you want to do....
Go to class need to queue, go to canteen need to queue, go to atm need to queue,
apply car park sticker need to queue, and perhaps go to toilet also need to queue

Car park sticker- it is a RM300/piece sticker that need to be stick on your car just to let you park your car in the campus (P.S. Park at your own risk)...
Well, it is even more expensive than a passport as passport can valid for 5 years...
This sticker is only valid for a year....

When you apply for this sticker, you need to take a form to the DSA and then pay money to the Finance Department...

The ridiculous part is when it is already my turn, a don't know where come out de pig come to complain that it is very messy...
Then a bull-dog look alike staff come out to say, "This section is closed"
Then, they ask us to come back again at 2pm...

After we went out, those PK gives away numbering note and only those with numbering note can apply for the sticker....
Fxxx them....(Allow me to use foul language to scold them as i am very angry)
I don't know where this kind of staffs come from, i only know that they are completely not systematic and messy

Few hundred students can only apply sticker in one day,
And those brilliant 'genius' only open one counter in a damn 'big' room...
And their efficiency is just like the government sections...

If i saw the bull-dog look alike bad manners staff lying on the ground unconsciously or drown in the lake, i swear i won't save him nor call somebody to help him...
So do the First Aid pig...
Pray that they fall on the ground at least once per day....

爬楼 与人生

有一对兄弟，他们的家坐在８０层楼上。有一天他们外出旅行回家，发现大楼停电了！虽然他们背着大包行李，但看来没有什么别的选择，于是哥哥对弟弟说：“我们 就爬楼梯上去吧！”于是，他们背着两大包行李开始爬楼梯。爬到２０楼的时候，他们开始累了，哥哥说：“包太重了，不如这样吧，我们把包放在这里，等来电后 我们坐电梯来拿。”于是，他们把行李放在了２０楼，轻松多了，继续向上爬。

他 们有说有笑地爬，但是好景不长，到了４０楼，两人很累了。想到还只爬了一半，两人开始互相埋怨，指责对方不注意大楼的停电公告，才会落得如此下场，他们边 吵边爬，就这样一路爬到了６０楼。到了６０楼，他们累得连吵架的力气也没有了。弟弟对哥哥说：“我们不要吵了，爬完它吧！”于是他们默默地继续爬楼，８０ 楼终于到了！来到家门口兄弟俩发现居然钥匙留在了２０楼的包里面了……

启 示：有人说，这个故事其实是反映了我们的人生：２０岁以前，我们活在家人、老师的期望之下，背负着很多的压力、包袱，自己也不够成熟、能力不足，因此步履 难免不稳。２０岁之后，离开了众人的压力，卸下了包袱，开始全力以赴地追求自己的梦想，就这样愉快地过了２０年。可是到了４０岁，发现青春已逝，不免产生 许多的遗憾和追悔，于是开始遗憾这个、惋惜那个、抱怨这个、嫉恨那个……就这样在抱怨中度过了２０年。到了６０岁，发现人生所剩不多，于是告诉自己不要再抱怨了，就珍惜剩下的日子吧！于是默默地走完了自己的余年。到了生命的尽头，才想起自己好像有什么事情没有完成……原来，我们所有的梦想都留在了２０岁的青春岁月，还没有来得及完成……